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A Tribute to HiRaIa Cleric of Sirius

I dont know how to make a good openning because i have so much to say.. The moment i read the blog i was in shock i kept staring on my cleric for the next hour doing, thinking nothing and just trying to absorb the news i have been expecting since F2P.. Yes I have a certain feel already when Krose shut down following pRose going Free.. following a month long without any Gm interaction on the boards even during the appearance of the edited characters and rampant zulie hacks..
I have already anticipated that this will happen but i have not prepared myself to accept it too easily..
It is really true that you will only learn the true value of one thing once you lost it, and even if i can still login my characters, the thought that i barely have a month to glimpse them makes me really really really sad..
However.. through those times that i am with them they never fail to enlighten the loads that i am carrying.. i stayed online in good and in bad times, with my beloved characters, thats why, even it if seems unethical or corny for others to read my blog this far, for me it felt just right, because more than i owe it to pRose, to any friends online, to the GMs and Mods for the generousity and understanding, i owe it to my characters, specially my Sirian cleric, HiRaIa.
To HiRaIa, thank you.
During the saddest times of my life,you were my only source of happiness. Its unbelievable that the joy youre giving me were never temporary, because the friends that weve met online, weve also come to know in real life, they were those friends who saved me from depression, even extended my life when i am in the edge to end it. Because of you i met them, and because of you i changed into somebody stronger, like the cleric that you are.
I can never thank you enough for the moments that we shared together and as always i am grateful, that with you, i am not truly alone or atleast thats how i felt. When my heart got broken, you were the very first one to saw me cry and throughout the night you kept me company, healing me from pain by learning to forget it at the moment, and as you level up, you taught me that things in life really moves fast and that change has to happen for us to grow, and when it does there’s no turning back, but only cherishing and looking forward preparing for the unexpected.
You can make me forget the miserable life have (and i am still at). At some point, you were one of the reasons why i could still laugh with him and feel close to him, which in real life i could not. You were one of the reasons why we still enjoy to be with each other and you were mostly the topic of our coolest conversations.. No matter how neglected and unwanted i felt, it was with you, who made me felt loved, remembered and needed.
I am confident to say that people who came to know you will not deny your kindness and friends cant deny your generosity either, because if in real life nobody believes in the good that i can do, ive made it a point that when im playing with you,you shower people with kindness and that you will be remembered as humane and amicable cleric of sirius. I have always honed you to emanate the bestand the finest in me, which, i have failed to show the world. Afterall, you HiRaIa will always be someone that i am, someone that i cant be but somebody i wanted to be.
It is true that you are just virtual.. that you are just a character everyone else could make..Less do they know that you, you are the Real Me.
Being me, weve learned together and grew together in this game, or in this community, thats why departing would not be easy. Even in hibernation, i still check on you once in a while, Even if its true that i lost important things to keep you, i never felt even a glitch or regret.for in my heart you are my best and true friend.
Less do i care if they say you are weak, because for me you are not, i built you to be fast and accurate. At level 145 you were already hunting the moss golem and the robot thingy in marsh, making zulie in the most legit way, hunting. As a token to you, I planned to level you up atleast at flat 180 before your 2nd Year birthday on this coming September.. however i guess i can nolonger do that because wether i like it or not i have to accept that you will soon be gone. Y_Y
It truly pains me to know that i can no longer see you, But i know, that even by just being an online character, you have served me far more than just a simple avatar does. And since we were together from killing our first mini jelly, to being slayed in CF and DOD, made lifelong friends and family, advanced to being a healer, hunting during earlymornings, Christmas’s and New Year’s eves, Valentines days.. thus.. i will stay with you until the very last second the server shuts you off on August 6..
I will surely cry on that day, but more than sad i know that my heart will be filled with gratitude having known you. I love you and i will miss you.
My Dear HiRaIa, cleric of Sirius, you will never be forgotten.

HiRaIa = pRose (game+staff) + pRoseFriends + pRoseCommunity + Mau

Im quite sure you wont even bother reading my blog, i dont even know if you are aware i have one, nonetheless, i need you to listen to me, even just by simply scrolling down till the end..

When i met you, i realized how good it is to love and have someone. Those where the happiest days of my life, i was proud and blessed to have you, as a partner as a friend as a lover, weve been through good and bad times together, we made a great team, weve never left each other no matter what. I felt secured having you, contented in the thought that i have you to love me.

I admit that ours is not a perfect relationship, but to be perfect means to go through imperfections, flaws, misunderstandings, throughout the years, there were countless of those trials that made us stronger, more mature in this so called relationship bound by love.Thats what i have always believed.

I dont know what happened,because in the midst of everything, i suddenly felt that some things are slipping away, I dont know, i have a feeling that something isnt right but i was too afraid to know and realize that im right.One morning i woke up and youre already gone and i felt like dying. I beg you asked you to stay, come back… come back to me… this is just like the other mornings when fates tries to butt into our relationship, i guess i was baby, i truly want to think im mistaken thou i dont feel like one..

People judge me because i opted to keep you, People said that i should let you go, and i know that in my heart in its deepest, i sure want to do the same thing, but i cannot i dont know, i just cant.. It pains me in the thought that i can freely give my life for you but i cant give you your own happiness, because i know that your happiness is away from me, so much away from me, i was afraid that you will take with you the biggest part of me, and that i will never be fine anymore, im so afraid to loose you thou in my heart i want to let you go.

I guess im such a looser cause i cant accept that fact that after only 7 years that we are together you have stopped loving me, No this cant be happening, this is not true, I wod always  want to believe that someday i will realize that this just temporary, then again the pain is just too much, too much for me to be in denial.. How can you come to my life, beg me to love you and leave me just like that?..

Every night i pray that you will somehow learn to love me again ,little by little, endless nights, endless prayers, Thou i was happy in thought that were still together, but im afraid that because you dont feel the same way, You’ll unconsciusly hurt my feelings, and you did, i guess i no longer need to tell you how often i cry and how much i know, i just dont intend to start another fight, because then again you’ll just tell me i dont have to endure everything, because i can always go..those words are even far hurtful than everything ive come to know..

I dont know until when i can stand loving you, keeping you or punishing you, I cannot really tell, But i sure want everything to change for the better, I still pray, i still hope, and believe in the best even at situations as worst as this. I never asked  for too much when i met you 8 years back, but only to be my friend, and more than thakful of me because you gave me much..

All i need is love, just love …

So easy for you to insist me to take more than what i ask you for.and now aking everything back.. more than you ever gave.. leaving me with less than nothing.

Years back i told you.. all i need is love.

.. and even now.. i still do.

Loves,

Mau

PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.!
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Macky,Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

Digital Fortress (a novel by Dan Brown)

This is the fourth book i read from Dan Brown. It is analogous to Da Vinci Code that it is also about codes and cryptographies. This book is about a former NSA (National Security Agency, the top-secret department of U.S. government that regulates the Internet and keeps the important data. Programmer, Enseí Tankado, created an indestructible algorithm to challenge NSA. Because he believed the act of the NSA using TRANSLTR to look into the e-mails around the world is excruciating. The algorithm, in the view of NSA, was a disaster that they won’t have the ability to check the e-mails anymore that may contain important information of terrorism or other countries’ policy. The NSA had limited choices because Enseí was dead. The head of Crypto, Susan Fletcher, and Commander Strathmore tried to break it and while David Becker, college professor and is Susan’s fiancé, sent by Command Strathmore to Spain to receive Enseí’s ring which believed engraved the password. Stunting though, after all those hard works, they found there wasn’t a password at all nor do the indestructible algorithm exist, but a deadly virus…

The book, overall, is suspenseful and intriguing but predictable. The plot is a bit too unreal, too implausible, that both protagonists are very talented, almost flawless, and unsympathetic merely not to be flat, (I’m not saying it’s bad, but it is for people who love fairy tales in real life), and the plot is better for a movie script than to be a novel. You can picture the scenario clearly, and that’s a good job for Dan Brown. Nevertheless, the part of David Becker chasing after the ring is badgering for its length that the ring is slipping away in the last minute every time. It’s not auxiliary the whole story much, but adding a few extra actions and characters. I can say it made up one-third of the length of the book and that’s the main part of the book that keeps you reading. The book has a great potential to be better than the Da Vinci Code, in fact, the book is deficient in of detail about the NSA and the code-breakings. I think most people chose this book because it’s a thriller, a code-breaking story, but it’s not.

One thing I am impressed about this book, the theme of the book is neither the unbreakable algorithm nor the dangerous the protagonists facing, but Enseí’s favorite phase, "Quis custodiet ipsos custodies?" It means, "Who will guard the guards?" The conflict of the whole book happened is because Ensei believed it. He couldn’t stand the NSA violates lawful citizens’ privacy. I heard this phase infinite times before, but I never actually think about. This question is much deeper than I thought. Some people say there is a border in the world, and the border called rules. Within the border, people are well behavior, and the people outside it are the disorder one, criminals, terrorists… The god is the one who guards the border. Yet, is there really is a border that separates people? The border is so thin, and the only thing that makes the people different on the both sides of border is self-control.

Despite the fact it’s predictable and implausible, I recommended this book. It’s a tremendous, must-read book if you are finding something to kill time and entertain, but not for the cryptography fan or realistic reader who dig deep into the story. The story’s flowed very smooth, and somehow, there is some thing better than the Da Vinci Code, both book are using the "switching back and forth" technique. Yet, Dan Brown doing a better job in this book that you have signs that tell the story will split into different parts other than in Da Vinci Code that suddenly enter "Silas with the cilice belt" in chapter 2, and "Bishop Aringarosa riding the plane to some meetings." Dan Brown is a brilliant writer; his level of intelligence allows him to write some of the fabulous, phenomenal books, and I appreciated that. Notwithstanding, I think he could go further than this in Digital Fortress.

( taken from The Purpose-Driven Life by Rick Warren )

The importance of things can be measured by how much time we are willing to invest in them. The more time you give to something, the more you reveal it’s importance and value to you, if you want to know a person’s priorities, just look at how they use their time.

Time if your most precious gift because you only have limit amount of it. You can make more money, but you cant make more time, when you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you’ll never get back. Your time is your life, that is why the greatest gift you can give someone if your time.

It is not enough just to say relationship are important, we msut prove it by investing in them. Words are worthless. Relationship takes time and effort and the best way to spell love is T-I-M-E

The essence of love is not what we think or do or provide for others, but how much we give of ourserlves. Men in particular often don’t understand this.. Many have said.." I dont understand my wife and kids. I provide everything they need, what more could they want?".. They want you! Your eyes, your ears, your attention, your presence, your focus - your time. Nothing can take place of that.

The most desired gift of love is not diamonds or roses or chocolates. it is focused attention. love concentrates so intently on another that your forget yourself at the moment. "I value you enough to give you my most precious asset - my time." Whenever you give your time, you are making a sacrifice, and sacrifice is the essence of love. Jesus modeled this.."Be full of Love for anothers, following the exam,ple of Christ who loved you and gave Himself to God as a sacrifice to take away your sins."

You can give without loving, but you cannot love without giving. "Fod God so loved the world that he gave ….".Love means giving-up, yielding your preferences, comfort, security, goals, money, energy or time for the benefit of someone else.

The best use of Life is Love, The best expression of Love is Time, The best Time to Love is Now.

Once upon a time, there lived a king. The king liked one of his followers very much because he was very wise and always gave very good advice.

Whatever bad things that happen to you, don’t feel too sad or be in despair, in the end, it might not be a totally bad thing after all. If one can understands this concept, he or she will find life much easier to bear.