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A Tribute to HiRaIa Cleric of Sirius

I dont know how to make a good openning because i have so much to say.. The moment i read the blog i was in shock i kept staring on my cleric for the next hour doing, thinking nothing and just trying to absorb the news i have been expecting since F2P.. Yes I have a certain feel already when Krose shut down following pRose going Free.. following a month long without any Gm interaction on the boards even during the appearance of the edited characters and rampant zulie hacks..
I have already anticipated that this will happen but i have not prepared myself to accept it too easily..
It is really true that you will only learn the true value of one thing once you lost it, and even if i can still login my characters, the thought that i barely have a month to glimpse them makes me really really really sad..
However.. through those times that i am with them they never fail to enlighten the loads that i am carrying.. i stayed online in good and in bad times, with my beloved characters, thats why, even it if seems unethical or corny for others to read my blog this far, for me it felt just right, because more than i owe it to pRose, to any friends online, to the GMs and Mods for the generousity and understanding, i owe it to my characters, specially my Sirian cleric, HiRaIa.
To HiRaIa, thank you.
During the saddest times of my life,you were my only source of happiness. Its unbelievable that the joy youre giving me were never temporary, because the friends that weve met online, weve also come to know in real life, they were those friends who saved me from depression, even extended my life when i am in the edge to end it. Because of you i met them, and because of you i changed into somebody stronger, like the cleric that you are.
I can never thank you enough for the moments that we shared together and as always i am grateful, that with you, i am not truly alone or atleast thats how i felt. When my heart got broken, you were the very first one to saw me cry and throughout the night you kept me company, healing me from pain by learning to forget it at the moment, and as you level up, you taught me that things in life really moves fast and that change has to happen for us to grow, and when it does there’s no turning back, but only cherishing and looking forward preparing for the unexpected.
You can make me forget the miserable life have (and i am still at). At some point, you were one of the reasons why i could still laugh with him and feel close to him, which in real life i could not. You were one of the reasons why we still enjoy to be with each other and you were mostly the topic of our coolest conversations.. No matter how neglected and unwanted i felt, it was with you, who made me felt loved, remembered and needed.
I am confident to say that people who came to know you will not deny your kindness and friends cant deny your generosity either, because if in real life nobody believes in the good that i can do, ive made it a point that when im playing with you,you shower people with kindness and that you will be remembered as humane and amicable cleric of sirius. I have always honed you to emanate the bestand the finest in me, which, i have failed to show the world. Afterall, you HiRaIa will always be someone that i am, someone that i cant be but somebody i wanted to be.
It is true that you are just virtual.. that you are just a character everyone else could make..Less do they know that you, you are the Real Me.
Being me, weve learned together and grew together in this game, or in this community, thats why departing would not be easy. Even in hibernation, i still check on you once in a while, Even if its true that i lost important things to keep you, i never felt even a glitch or regret.for in my heart you are my best and true friend.
Less do i care if they say you are weak, because for me you are not, i built you to be fast and accurate. At level 145 you were already hunting the moss golem and the robot thingy in marsh, making zulie in the most legit way, hunting. As a token to you, I planned to level you up atleast at flat 180 before your 2nd Year birthday on this coming September.. however i guess i can nolonger do that because wether i like it or not i have to accept that you will soon be gone. Y_Y
It truly pains me to know that i can no longer see you, But i know, that even by just being an online character, you have served me far more than just a simple avatar does. And since we were together from killing our first mini jelly, to being slayed in CF and DOD, made lifelong friends and family, advanced to being a healer, hunting during earlymornings, Christmas’s and New Year’s eves, Valentines days.. thus.. i will stay with you until the very last second the server shuts you off on August 6..
I will surely cry on that day, but more than sad i know that my heart will be filled with gratitude having known you. I love you and i will miss you.
My Dear HiRaIa, cleric of Sirius, you will never be forgotten.

HiRaIa = pRose (game+staff) + pRoseFriends + pRoseCommunity + Mau

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